Rant.

The song I chose today might draw some skepticism. Please don't assume I'm stupid because of it. I do know that the singer is whining and that emo sucks most of the time. But the music is actually really pretty and the lyrics are lovely and fit my current state of mind beautifully. Something Corporate isn't bad at all, but this was one of their early songs. I don't know what the singer was trying to do, but his nasal voice in the song is a bit unbearable. Try to enjoy the background music and the lyrics for what they're worth, though.

Anyway, I'm kinda sad right now. I was fine up until last night. Something kind of hit me, and I got really depressed. I don't feel like pouring my heart out much, but I needed somewhere to go and be sad rather than calling up my ex-boyfriend.

You know, it's weird how much I keep to myself. I used to tell everyone everything. But that was when I was younger. Now emotions seem to last longer. And they are harder to identify. Plus, most of the time, I know what people will say when I tell them what I'm thinking, so why bother? I'm actually a very expressive person, but often I feel it's pointless to tell anyone what is happening. It feels strange when I think about how little my friends know about me.

I mean, I tell them concrete things, I guess. Like, I tell them that I broke up with my boyfriend.

...Okay my attention span just collapsed.

Another thing that's on my mind, is the presidential election. I'm having a terribly hard time choosing between Hillary and Obama. I mean, I went to New Hampshire and saw them both, and I agree mainly with both of their politics (although I am probably further left than both of them). But, realistically, anyone who is as far left as me would get NOTHING done. If I were President, I would be way too liberal and nothing would happen because my morals wouldn't allow me to compromise with conservatives.

So, it's between Hillary and Obama, both for me and the nation, it seems. Right now, I am trying to determine which one I can trust. So far I've only concluded that I can't trust either of them.

Lovely, isn't it?
Goodnight.